Hello 2011!

Who says,

2011-07-22T18:31:00.000-07:00

身边的人那么多，懂自己的有几个。
其实，我很好，只是不习惯，
只是会偶尔难受一下，
只是会在某一瞬间突然很想某个人，
只是会在听到某一句熟悉的话时很难过。。。。

Yesterday I was trying out inclined pull up during PE Lesson.

However, I still failed;;

I was doing the male push-up position to train my arm muscles.

What make me touched is when Rachel and Serene did that position with me

Thank you so much girls

And Elina was like crawling beneath us "London Bridge is falling down"

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During Green Club,

we were planting lettuces inside the soil.

I had a lot of fun,

but at the same time, my legs and waist hurts a lot.

Some were complaining that how tired they are,

and Mrs Chan was saying "You can harvest these vegetables and give it to your mum to cook..."

I blurted out, "Teacher, but my mother has passed away."

Mrs Chan said, "Sorry, my mum also passed away when I was only Primary 6."

And if she can survive that period of time,

why can't I?

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English.

No matter how many times I practiced and practiced,

Fail is always what I have.

Sometimes I even work a lot of more harder than others,

and yet I'm scoring lower than them.

I am really disappointed and frustrated with myself.

Is it that I'm not trying hard enough?

Or is it that I'm just weak in it and there's no use trying anymore.

Someone please help .

Please give me hope and strength to persevere on.

Sometimes, I just try too hard to please someone.

I just try too hard to be good in something.

Why am I wasting my time ?

What do I live for really?

Critics, they're everywhere.

2011-06-23T21:10:00.000-07:00

When a girl confides her troubles to you,that's not complaint but her trust in you.
当一个女孩向你倾诉她的烦恼，那不是抱怨，那是她对你的信任。

I'm alright, but just not today.

I really hate myself complaining how sad my life is sometimes.

It's really immature.

But I cannot help it 'cos this is the only place I can vent out my feelings.

I really hate how they can't notice how hard I am trying now.

No, it isn't they didn't notice.

It's that they are pretending not seeing it.

I'm not being unreasonable.

I just cannot stand the fact that they're jealous.

I know I'm being bitch now, talking that "hey they're jealous of me."

But it's a fact.

I thought that the real bitch is you who is always out there hurting people.

And you just feel happy because you satisfy the insecurity within you.

Your fear of others being better than you.

That's just so disgusting and superficial.

But sorry, you don't know me.

Just continue saying that I'm nothing.

And I'll prove it to you one day.

Continue underestimating me then .

'Cos I don't give you a damn.

and nobody is actually listening to you.

CAMPFIRE IS BURNING OUT,

2011-06-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

When the world says,"Give Up!"
Hope whispers,"Try it one more time".

当全世界都要我放弃时,
还是希望有人能轻语一声: 再试一次.

HELLO EVERYONE I AM BACK FROM CAMP !!!

(The picture above is a photo of our campsite found in the internet.)

It has been so long since I've updated.

The real reason behind is because I'm LAZY .

Well anyway let's start talking about my 3 days and 2 nights at JALAN BAHTERA CAMPSITE !

BTW, the pictures wasn't uploaded yet,

so all these photos were found on the internet.

Will post the link if it's updated.

DAY 1 - 6 JUNE, MONDAY

Reaching the school, I went out of my dad's car reluctantly.

I wasn't really looking forward for the camp because I though it's gonna be boring.

When we went up the hall and the teachers started separate us into groups.

I was kind of upset as there isn't much people I know inside the group.

However when I reach the campsite,

I tried to make new friends.

The girls in my group were really friendly (LUCKILY) !!!

This are the huts we're sleep in, (but ours in Hut 9)

Yuxin and Elaine were my roommates coincidentally

I'm in the same hut with Abby, Belicia and Tiffany too,

all of them were really nice~

We put our luggage inside the hut,

and change into long pants as our first activity is HIGH ELEMENT.

Some of us (including me) played the single plank thingy on the picture above.

When I'm crossing the plank, my legs were trembling ...! ( The plank actually will shake too )

It was my first time trying on high elements, and I was really scared.

I may look stable while doing it, but actually I was trembling

I actually cannot believe I complete this whole thing without hesitation

After that we went to the Abseiling/ Zip Line Station.

I chose Abseiling station since I've tried Flying Fox before during my Primary 5 Camp.

Basically you just need to hold on to the rope and climb down the wall (with safety precautions of course)

It may seems easy, but actually it's not >_<"

I keep banging onto the wall

But overall it's quite fun.

During our mealtimes,

we were squeezed together because there isn't much space.

And we did the hungry cheer together

It's really torturing when we had to wait for everyone and can only smell the food

('cos we're in Group 1 and have to take the food first )

Sometimes I was really hungry and I ate for 2 rounds.

Huiling ate 3 rounds OMG

And I remembered I was queue-ing behind her.

She was like,,

Huiling: No more hotdogs?

Server: Yea, finish le.

Huiling: WHAT? NO MORE? NOOO I WANT HOTDOGGGGGG

(Meanwhile Chief Lange was passing by & heard everything...)

Chief: What, what did you say just now?

Huiling: (SHOCK) Huh no no nothing nothing ...!

Jolene and Belicia can eat a lot too ~

The instructors were really fierce during Lights Off,

and there's no water supply after 10.45pm.

What if people want go toilet?

DAY 2 - 7 JUNE, TUESDAY

We wake up at about 6.30am,

then quickly wash up and get ready for breakfast.

The food provided is actually quite okay,

at least better than my Primary 6 camp at Malaysia.

After our breakfast, we prepared clothes for our water activity later.

When we reached the area for water activity, we were given a brief and wear life jackets.

After that we held hands together to the sea.

The water was like so cold when we get in!

The boys were like making so much noise ~

After that we form a big circle and started to float on the water with our life jacket.

Actually it's not really called a life jacket but a jacket that help you float on water,

but WHATEVER~~~!!!!

We had KAYAKING first and it was SUPER DUPER AWESOME FUN!

I paired up with Lucille 'cos it was a double kayak ( like in the picture above )

The Kayak was actually very heavy,

or is it that I'm KAEW ?

I sat at the front as the heavier one has to sit at the back HAHA

At first the instructor let each pair go kayaking in the sea first.

After that, we went back to the shore and started to join all kayaks together by holding on to each other.

We have to stand up on the Kayaks together and clap

That actually requires all of us to co-operate and have teamwork spirit.

And of course, have to stay calm ~

The instructor said that we were the BEST TEAM so far, and I agreed HAHA!!

After that we were split into two groups - Group 1 & 2 to build RAFTS separately.

Our raft wasn't really working very well at first.

But after our second attempt and teamwork together,

we managed to build a raft that everyone can sit on it.

Although we didn't have enough time to get into the sea like Group 2,

but the instructors asked us to sit on the raft and they started to spray water at us with their water hoses and pails!

Although we may not try out the raft in the sea,

but we believe that the raft we built can actually float.

I thought that we actually had more fun than Group 1 :X

And the water they sprayed on us were like straight on my face!

After our water activity, we only have 10 minutes to change into dry clothing !

We tried out the LOW ELEMENT (GENERAL STATION) .

The first one is an unstable but low bridge where everyone have to cross while our teammates will support you beside the bridge.

And I mean SUPPORT is standing on a dynamic position and raising your hands up for standby~

I was like really UNSTABLE, lucky I have my friends supporting me

The next element is when two people have to stand up on each rope and hold each other palm by palm,

while others will have to support you.

Kyler and Khalis were the first to start,

and I thought it was so hard because both of them keep laughing and fell down.

However when I tried out,

it wasn't that difficult

I paired up with Xin Xuan,

at first I was scared because of the first low element I tried.

Then I heard instructor asking me,

"Do you trust your friends who support you?"

And I thought in my heart, "Yes I trust them."

I don't wanna care if I will fall or not.

I trust that they will support me,

and they did.

After that all along I was really stable.

At night we had our CAMPFIRE NIGHT + PERFORMANCE .

Before that we were practicing for the dance.

I suggested for the whole group to just randomly dance.

But they wanted dance steps, which is not easy to master to just a few minutes.

After that Xinxuan and I went to the cheering team.

Someone is kind of angry,

but you know,

I DON'T CAREEEEEE~~~!!

We actually performed "One in a million",

but I felt it's kind of messed up as they actually changed the plan without actually telling us properly.

But anyway at least we tried out best right?

That's not a big deal, it was just a performance to entertain ourself and others

Some of the campfire's performances were really cool !

I didn't know that some of them know break-dancing, and can do it quite well !

I was kind of shocked when Yeekiat danced blindfolded,

he was so good, surprisingly HAHA !

At the end there was a slow song played where the instructors were holding to a candle

while the rest of us held onto each other and sway with the music.

Idk why, but I was really touched and 舍不得 (although we'll still meet again in school lol)

Luckily I never cried, because it will be embarrassing .

I have learn a lot of things through this camp,

and gain a lot of friendship bonds too.

The 3 days 2 nights spent there seem so fast,

(although the time may seem to pass really slowly sometimes when we have nothing to do)

I just wanna thank my instructors and my teammates, especially the girls

DAY 3 - 8 JUNE, WEDNESDAY

We woke up quite early than usual to pack our bag 'cos it's the last day

Then we had our breakfast and area cleaning ~

Our team AWESOME were actually quite lucky to clean the canteen,

but it's still really tiring.

My arm muscles ache due to yesterday's Kayaking

I actually have a short nap while on the bus,

while Kyler was like disturbing Ramon all the way during the bus ride with the word "Thong" .

Ramon's voice just makes me feel like laughing,

Idk why he is so funny

I immediately bathe and sleep when I reached home.

I was so TIRED!!!

Give me a break.

I just come back from camp,

and I have to worry for such stuffs.

I'm tired.

Can't you understand?

It's really frustrating that I have to care about these stuffs the moment I stepped into my house.

I HATE REAL LIFE DRAMA .

The happiest thing,

2011-05-17T00:12:00.001-07:00

最幸福的事吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人在左邊心口保留位置是最幸福的事

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

LONG TIME NO SEE !!!

I've been not updating this blog due to examinations!

Examinations are back and I'm back too!

Gonna update on Yuxin's Surprise Birthday Celebration!

I actually have the video but only gonna keep it for personal entertainment only!!!

But I'll posting some screenshots from the video (hope it's alright)

Anyway, click here for pictures!!

Well 15 minutes before Yuxin and Liuying came,

Lucille, Yewhui and I were starting to get ready the candles and stuff.

And when they came, we brought out the cake and sang the Happy Birthday Song to her

After eating the cake,

we went to watch a HORROR MOVIE on my computer called Death Bell.

It wasn't that scary, but the movie was nice!

And Kim Bum was inside the movie too !

After that,

we played the PENALTY GAME (as usual)

We had Yuxin smelling shoes,

Yuxin eating bread with expired tomato sauce (I JUST REALIZED IT YESTERDAY) ,

Yuxin again introducing herself with this weird costume on her,

Next, it's me getting hit on the butt, feet, and hands (:

It wasn't that painful actually LOL

After me, it's Yewhui who is gonna reveal her top 5 most charming features!

It was so funny that I laughed until like that

(SORRY FOR THE POOR QUALITY COS IT IS TAKEN FROM MY VIDEO)

(HAHA LOOK AT MY SUBTITLE)

In the end, she went crazy HAHA!

After that it's me who have to say who I like (Of course it's Taemin and Prince)

Next it's Liuying's hand being painted by mee ~

Yewhui and Liuying has the potential being a comedian next time LOL!

(Yewhui interviewing Liuying)

Yewhui: 请问你现在感觉如何？

Liuying: 痒痒的，怪怪的 (sound so wrong LOL)

Yewhui: 请说点别的东西？

Liuying: Hmmm, 我觉得。。。

Yewhui：好了，够了！（Interruppting LOL)

After that it's Yewhui's turn being punished,

where she had to drink two glasses of water straight.

And she took a looong time drinking them HAHA,

the last punishment is by Yuxin again !!!

SHE WAS　PUNISHED FOR LIKE 4 TIMES ALREADY!!

We had loads of fun that day!

DAZE,

2011-04-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

我的心開始放空
懶得不想做夢
世界變成一個荒漠
身體只剩一個軀殼

OMG OMG OMG!!!

I AM SOO EXCITED NOWWW,

and I GOT LOADS OF THINGS TO POST!!!!

1 APRIL FRIDAY

IT IS APRILS' FOOL DAYY!!

This year, the three Sec 3 Science Class - 3S1, 3S2, 3S3 decided to prank our teachers!!!

It was so FUN (:

On the first period, we swapped classes with 3S1...!

And on the last period, we swapped classes with 3S2

(RANDOM: Clement actually poured sugar into javier's pencilcase while he's away LOLL!)

First time pranking teachers,

I didn't know that we are actually so united together HAHA !

3 APRIL SUNDAY

OMG TODAY IS THE DAY!

I WAS SO SO SO EXCITED!!!

BECAUSE IT WAS LOLLIPOP'S 签唱会！

CLICK HERE FOR PHOTOS~!

THEY WERE SO FUNNY AND CUTE!!!

LOVE THEM TO THE MAX!!!

AND I DID NOT KNOW THAT DERRICK HO ALSO CAME TOO!

Thanks to Yewhui who come with me to the event cos we both love LOLLIPOP F!!!

And I actually shook hands with all of them + talked to AoQuan!!

'Cos I was like giving him the card I made for four of them,

then when I passed the card to him,

I said, “敖犬，你们四个人要一起读噢~".

Then he was like, “好滴，谢谢！” and he shook hands with me.

I walked to Ah Wei to shook hand with him and he actually lift up his head and smile at me OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

He was so cute!

After the autograph session,

Yewhui and I went out for awhile to buy bubble tea.

Both of us are so hungry!!!

Then we went back again to see them leaving IMM!!!!

IT WAS SUCH A CLOSE DISTANCE OHMYGOSH!

I actually took some videos, but won't be uploading~~

TODAY IS REALLY UNFORGETTABLE!!!!

Can't stop thinking of them~

Hope they will really read my card together...

BTW that's how my card looks like,

I actually finish and touch up on the card on the spot because I didn't have enough time yesterday.

Yewhui did her cards too~

DISAPPEARANCE,

2011-03-19T11:13:00.001-07:00

Sorry for not updating recently.

This week's holiday is pretty packed.

I went to Genting Highland from Monday to Thursday.

My house was under renovation ( or maybe upgrading ) ,

hence it's pretty inconvenient for me,

'cos there is still so many things to do after coming back.

This will be a looooooong post because I'm gonna post things from last friday until today.

So yeap...

MARCH 11, FRIDAY

It was the SPORTS CARNIVAL.

Serene, Yuxin, Liuying and I was in the mass skipping group.

During the competition, we actually only make 21 skips.

I actually missed on the second attempt ( although I'm not the only one )

We didn't get the 2 minute break at each attempt. -.="

WHAT MAKES ME SHOCKED IS THAT,

we actually got silver for our level !!!

That's really surprising because frankly speaking,

21 skips isn't really good ...

After sports carnival,

Yuxin, Lucille and Liuying came to my house to go A-MATH homework.

GROUP STUDYING IS AWESOMEEE !

MARCH 14/15, MONDAY/TUESDAY

I went for English Remedial at about 4pm.

After english remedial,

I took a quick shower, and a light dinner.

My dad then drove me to Sembawang MRT to meet Yuxin and Liuying at about 9pm.

I was kind of sad when I saw my dad's car left.

I knew I will miss my home, especially MILKY .

It was long wait, I stood at the entrance of the MRT station awkwardly with my luggage.

I stared blankly on my phone and don't know what to do with it.

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(CLICK HERE FOR ALL THE PHOTOS TAKEN!!!)

It took about 7 hours of bus ride to reach Genting Highland.

We stopped for a few stops for toilet break and supper, or to drive more people.

(THE DOUBLE DECKER BUS WE TRAVELED ON)

When we reached there at about 4.15am,

it was so freaking COLD!!!!!

IT WAS SO COLD THAT MY TEETH WAS LIKE CHATTERING AND MY LEGS WERE TREMBLING

I was like chanting, "omg so cold so cold so cold ~~~~"

We walked inside the decorated town and had our "breakfast" at Marrybrown.

(WE ALSO TOOK PICTURES OF THE BEAUTIFUL STATUES AND BUILDINGS IN THE TOWN)

We also ended in an empty arcade and slack there.

We chatted about random stuffs, and even sing random songs LOL.

When it's about 8am,

we bought the Indoor and Outdoor Theme Park tickets and tried out the rides.

( THIS IS SO SHIOK, had a lot of funny moments there)

This ride started out to be really slow.

And I was like, "Hey, this ride is pretty lame."

Then suddenly it speeds up and scares the hell out of me.

I was like, "WHAT THE...?!"

Then it went slow again.

I was like, "L-O-L, this ride very ....."

Before I even complete my sentence, it just jerks me and I was freaked out again.

(THIS IS FUN TOO, )

( THIS CAN MAKES YOU THINK YOU ARE FLYING, DAMN COOLING )

We also tried out the Grand Prix Fun Kart and the Pirate Train

After that, we went to some gift shops along the streets to buy souvenirs back for friends and family~

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We went to the hotel check-in area to wait for the hotel keys.

We slept while waiting because all of us were really exhausted.

We take a short nap even after checking into our hotel room.

After that we went out and play the flying coaster.

THIS WAS SO FREAKING FUN!!!!

It is 360 degrees overturned in the lying down position.

It was AWESOME~!

My favourite ride of all!!

We also went to the MONORAIL to have a tour around Genting Highland.

THE SCENERY VIEW IS JUST FANTASTIC!

At night, we went to the KTV.

It ended quite abruptly as there is only 2 hours long.

(quite disappointing)

After that we walked back to the hotel and shower.

We chill for awhile and went to sleep.

MARCH 16, WEDNESDAY

We woke up at 9.35am and get ready to go out.

We played the spinner again (because it's so awesome) and the pirate ship.

Unfortunately, it rained .

Sometimes rain may affect one's mood that day...

IDK?

After that we went to eat lunch at Hainan Restaurant.

After lunch, we went to the Outdoor Theme Park to play the FLYING DRAGON,

and another super exciting ride : COCKSCREW!!!!

THAT RIDE IS SO AWESOMEEE!!!

(BUT I SPRAINED MY NECK )

After that, we went back to the Indoor Theme Park,

and bought the combo tickets for HAUNTED HOUSE: WEREWOLVES LIVE + Ripley's Believe it or not!

I was pretty unsecured and scared initially when I entered the Haunted House.

There was this malay guy who was dressed as a Dracula.

He also attempts to scare both of us INTENTIONALLY =="

First time he succeeded.

Subsequent times = F-A-I-L!!! FAILLL!

He was like beside me and screamed into my ears "AHHH!!!" in an high pitched voice.

I was like "ouch MY EARS."

Then I turned to him and say "ahhhh~~~~" in a sarcastic and high pitched tone LOL!!!

He was like ---> =.=

But there is one about 6-year-old child who got scared and cried along the way.

Liuying's dad was like consoling that kid while we were at the back.

Poor child.

Overall it wasn't that scary after all, although there were people dressed in costumes to scare us.

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After that we went to the RIPLEY'S BELIEVE IT OR NOT.

The statues and interesting facts put up there in the exhibition is AWESOME,

but some were kind of ... unbelievable, like impossible!

My favourite is the tallest living man in the earth!!!

He is so LARGE, and I'm so tiny beside him ~

After that, we went for dinner.

I ate GRILLED SALMON WITH RICE.

It never disappoints me.

After dinner, we went to see the firework show outside!

We also went to take the flying boat ride of a big whale ~

After that, we went for bowling.

CONCLUSION: EPIC FAIL IN BOWLING FOR YAPXINYI!

After that, we went to the LAN for 1 hour.

The mouse pawned me because it just stopped working occasionally. =.="

MARCH 17, THURSDAY

Today we woke up at about 7.10am, earlier than usual.

We quickly dressed up and pack our things together because today is our last day at Genting.

We shopped around in the Indoor Theme Park and we waited for the big Double-Decker bus to bring us back.

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It was 9pm ++ when I reached Sembawang MRT.

My dad was there to fetch me.

AND I SAW MILKY!!!

I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH!!!

Overall, the genting trip is really fun, especially the thrill rides.

THANKS TO LIUYING'S DAD for sponsoring on food and stuffs!!!

THANKS TO YUXIN'S MUM for taking care of meee (:

most importantly, thanks to my two fellow friends!!!

MARCH 19, SATURDAY

During the evening, I read the news that there will be a SUPERMOON on 11pm~!

So the long wait isn't in vain!!!

(THIS IS THE LARGEST MOON I HAVE EVEN SEEN IN MY REAL LIFE!)

WRITE A LETTER TO:
the person caused you a lot of pain.

Hey you,

until now I still don't understand why you hate me so much.

sad to say that I'll never forget how hurt I was when you said that to me.

you will be too foolish if you think I'll forget about it because i was still really young
back then.

but you're wrong.

you have hurt me.

and this part of memory will forever remain as a dark shadow of my life.

it will be impossible to erase it off.

never.

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to the guy that once said i'm ugly and disgusting,

thanks to your 'compliment' .

i've learnt how to dress myself up .

i've learnt how the way I should look at guys just like you,

who go around in front of girls saying they're ugly or whatsoever.

the moment i saw you just makes me wanna puke.

i just cannot stand such hypocrites like you.

'cos you just stick to the girls with pretty faces,

you dated them cos they are JUST PRETTY.

you see nothing, but just the outside.

that's why i hate you so much.

and when someone is not as PRETTY,

you just go on and humiliate them,

just like what you did to me last time.

if you were seeing this,

you know who you are.

betterstopdoingsuchstuff .
----

Hey friend,

please talk to me more often . ;/

i know,

i'm lame.

i'm random.

i'm .. weird.

but i am just who i am born to be .

idk how you think of me,

sometimes i don't wanna think about it.

but it's just so hard.

it's even harder to talk to you about it personally.

it's hard for you to understand either.

everything's so complicated. ;/

i'm so tired . :S

MARCH,

2011-03-04T06:18:00.000-08:00

好久没有联络并非距离远了；
好久没有消息并非关心没了。
从成为朋友那刻起，就不曾远离，扎根在心里。
我的朋友，如果有天你想哭，
给我打电话，我无法许诺让你笑，
但是我会跟你一起哭；
如果有段时间没有联系，并非我将你遗忘，
而是生活让我忙碌，其实我时刻惦记着你，
无需想起，因为从未忘记..

IT HAS BEEN AGES SINCE I HAVE POSTED

And the blog is kinda dead

So I'll just do a short post here

Yesterday 3s3 went to the Sree Narayana Home (OLD FOLKS HOME)

When we reached there,

we performed group by group ~

Ours is the first group >_<"

GOOD JOB EVERYONEE~~~!!

After that we interact with the old folks and played games with them

Had a lot of fun with classmates and the old folks

There's nothing else I can say.

There's nothing else I WANT TO SAY.

There's nothing else I CAN DO.

I don't have a choice.

;/

Yes, I really hate how materialistic you are.

It makes me feel like puking .

I know what I am saying now is mean or whatsoever,

but I just cannot stand that fakeness in you.

It is just freaking disgusting .

WRITE A LETTER TO: A deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Hey Ah Gong,

It has been like 3 weeks ever since you passed away.

I hope that you were in a better place now,

with no pain, only happiness and peace.

Thanks for the unconditional love you gave me when I was a small child ( I mean a spoiled brat )

I don't know how you all can tolerate with me when I was young (because I'm such a mean child)

I don't know how to express how much I love you all.

Thanks for so much.

I felt so lucky to have my parents,

I felt so lucky to have my grandparents.

It's hard to say with words,

it is even harder to speak with action.

;S

Grandpa,

please give me the strength .

please let me believe once again.

please let them be healthy,

no matter what.

Maybe in the future,

I may not earn that much money as others,

but I wish is good health,

and happiness.

Grandpa,

maybe I'm not that good,

maybe I'm not that perfect,

but please give me that smile I once had,

the optimism I once had.

Un-happy birthday?

2011-02-16T07:36:00.001-08:00

女孩说我爱你。男孩笑了。
女孩又说我真的爱你。男孩还是笑。
女孩说你根本不爱我。男孩沉默了。
女孩哭着离开了。跑的很远很远。
男孩站在原地，怔怔地，他自言自语到，
其实我也爱你，只是不知道怎么爱你。

Well a lot of things happened recently,

initially I don't feel like updating since the blog is pretty dead.

But I'll just update anyways.

11 FEBRUARY FRIDAY

I celebrate birthday with friends on that day.

Click here for photographs!

I rushed back from CCA with Liuying to meet with Lucille and Yuxin.

Lucille dare dare late for 30 minute (VERY VERY GOOD)

but it's because she went to get the birthday cake (THANKS!!!)

After that we went to the Daiso to shop for forfeit items to wear for our game later~

P.S. Thanks to Lucille whom treated me a coffee drink!

When we reached Yishun,

it was like raining so heavily!!

And only two of us brought umbrellas...

So we actually shared money and bought an umbrella.

Unfortunately, we still got wet because the wind is so big and the rain is so heavy.

Zhiyao's umbrella just turned upside down LOL~~~!!

And me, yuxin and Lucille's umbrella was like swaying from left to right,

and right to left LOL!!!

After reaching my house,

we clean up ourselves and played with Milky for awhile.

Then I went to fetch Serene,

AND I ACTUALLY TOLD HER THE WRONG BUS-STOP TO ALIGHT BECAUSE

we were like on the phone sms-ing,

and she asks if she have to alight at cc ?

So I said "nope, after cc." because I thought cc= chong pang city

But what she means is "cc= community club" HAHA!!

After that, we started to eat because Yewhui and Xueqi still haven't come yet.

After eating, we played the Penalty Game on my iPhone with poker cards.

There is 12 poker cards with different numbers.

The one who draw the card which has the smallest number among everyone,

will have to do the Penalty game,

which is,

you have to do a punishment,

and the iPhone will randomly select one for you.

Yuxin, Yewhui and Me were like so lucky because we actually got "SAFE" when doing the penalty game!

While Serene,Liuying and Zhiyao were the ones who got the smallest number the most often ahahaha!!

In the end,

Yewhui, Liuying and Zhiyao got the most number of forfeit items worn,

and they had to take a picture and post it onto facebook!

So here it is!

HAHA!

Well after playing the game,

we sing the "Happy Birthday Song" and cut the birthday cake!

I made 3 birthday wishes before blowing the candles.

The first wish is to hope that everyone here can be very successful in the future.

The second wish is to hope that everyone here can be healthy and happy.

The last one is ________________________

I actually have the video,

will upload it soon next time~~

THANKS TO THOSE WHO CAME AND CELEBRATE THAT SPECIAL DAY WITH ME,

AND TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN SCHOOL,FB etc~

I really felt very happy to know you guys,

and really pleased to have you all as my friends.

12 FEBRUARY SATURDAY

Early morning 8.45am,

my father suddenly went to my room and wake me up

At first I was kind of frustrated cos I wanna sleep late on a weekend like a pig,

but my dad told me that grandfather just passed away.

And I was like stunned because

firstly, it was my birthday.

secondly, I can't accept the truth .

The following days were going to his funeral and hectic schedules that were filled with homework and tests.

Felt so stressed up and sad.

Haixx.

Today I went to the last day of the furneral,

cried a lot,

and I was really sad .

I'll miss him a lot .

DAY 5: WRITE A LETTER TO someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.

Dear Ah Ma,

I always wanted to hear a lot of stories you experienced in your life.

But it's hard for me to ask about the past,

cos sometimes it's hard for you to talk about the past too.

I just want to tell you that I felt blessed to have such a nice grandma

who has such a big heart.

Although you may be quite stubborn in your words (just like ah gong),

but you always love us so much and dote on us so much.

Thanks for always taking care of me even though I'm so annoying as a kid.

And being so patient with me...

If one day,

2011-02-09T06:33:00.000-08:00

3 MORE DAYS...

I won't write anything for today,

because there isn't much to post about...

So I'll write a letter

BTW, you all can do this tag too if you want.

Which is writing a letter on each post to different people~

Some I didn't write (e.g siblings, because I'm an only child) ,

but you can write if you want.

COPY&PASTE v v v v v v

Day 1 - your best friend.

Day 2 - your crush.

Day 3 - your parents.

Day 4 - your sibling.

Day 5 - your dreams.

Day 6 - a stranger.

Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.

Day 8 - your favorite internet friend.

Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.

Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.

Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you.

Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from.

Day 15 - the person you miss the most.

Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country.

Day 17 - someone from your childhood.

Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be.

Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.

Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest.

Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression.

Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to.

Day 23 - the last person you kissed.

Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.

Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.

Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.

Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.

Day 28 - someone that changed your life.

Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.

Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.

DAY 4: Write a letter someone you wish you could meet.

Dear someone,

Valentines' is coming. But when will you come?

你不一定要有漂亮的脸蛋、但要有一颗真诚的心

不一定要很高、但要比我高

不一定要很聪明、但要懂我的眼神代表什么意思

不一定要很成熟、但要知道女生要什么不要什么

深夜为你开着手机的那个人

用自行车带你去兜风的那个人

吃饭放慢速度等你的那个人

总让你走马路内侧的那个人

有宽厚肩膀可让你随时依靠的那个人
不在乎你今天打扮的够不够漂亮，而是你今天穿的那么少会不会冻着

不是在乎你今天开心过没有，而是在乎你有没有今天遇到不开心的事

God bless you,

2011-02-05T07:44:00.000-08:00

幸福不是你房子有多大，而是房里的笑声有多甜；
幸福不是你开多豪华的车，而是你开着车平安到家；
幸福不是你的爱人多漂亮，而是爱人的笑容多灿烂；
幸福不是在你成功时的喝彩多热烈，
而是失意时有个声音对你说：朋友别倒下！
幸福不是你听过多少甜言蜜语，
而是你伤心落泪时有人对你说：没事，有我在。

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

I know it's late, 'cos I was busying collect ang baos haha NAH!

It's that I want to post everything at one go~~~

So yeap ....

FEBRUARY 3, THURSDAY

First day of Lunar 2011!

I dressed up and get ready to go to my grandma's house...!

I wore this pink dress with a belt and a pair of flats.

Even Milky wore his new year clothes! HAHA!

Look how cute is this !

We played with cards,

(P.S. I actually won $16 in total!!!)

We also camwhored,

And most importantly, we eat GOOD FOOD YAYY!

And collect laods of ang baos = more money to save!!!

I had loads of fun with my lovely cousins and relatives there!

FEBRUARY 4, FRIDAY

The second day,

I went to my mothers' side house~!

This outfit is actually my favourite,

I found this shirt at Chong Pang, love it !

I met my niece at grandma's house during lunch,

she's so cute!

Then I went to my 外婆家 ...!

Sit there for awhile and went back home~~

FEBRUARY 5, SATURDAY

Today is the 3rd day,

I did my homework ( thanks to my beautiful english teacher )

and went to my grandma's house for dinner~

THANKS TO FELICIA FOR
GIVING ME THIS SHIRT,
LOVE IT~~~!!

DAY 3: Write a letter to your favourite internet friend

Dear Weilin,

thanks for always coming to my blog and leave a tag! Your taggies are always so sweet and nice!

I'm glad to meet such an awesome friend in Habbo!

Thanks for everything,

and I'll hope that you can be happy everyday,

BEST WISHES AND TAKECARES!!! <3 *hugs*

Dear whoever,

2011-02-01T05:40:00.000-08:00

Recently there's nothing much to write about ...

School is about studying and revising for tests...

Well tomorrow's Chinese New Year Eve...!

Time really flies, and it's the time to collect ang baos!

hmm I had a lot of emotions from last two weeks until now,

but I just don't know how to write everything here...

Maybe the only way is to let go, so you can be happy.

Day 2: Write a letter to your parents

Dear Mom and Dad,

thank you for raising me up, and dotes me a lot. Sometimes it's hard to say those face to face,

and I don't think you will be able to read it here. But thank you for taking care of me,

even though a lot of things happened. I'm glad that I still have a family who loves me,

and I have found myself considered blessed. Thank you, Mom and Dad!

Love,

SMILE,

2011-01-14T01:32:00.001-08:00

即使没有了一切，也不要忘记微笑；
即使不开心、也不要皱眉，
因为你永远不知道谁会爱上你的笑容。

I was thinking if I should write a happy one or a sad one,

maybe I'll write both?

Happy is because of my awesome and funny friends who are always crazy with me!

And being my listening ear!

THANK YOUUUUUUU <3333

Sad is because of some people living in this earth.

I'm not blaming anyone,

maybe I would say sorry if I did offend you in the past or something.

or maybe I did something that you don't like.

or said something that make you upset.

I really want to start everything afresh,

but it's so hard when it comes to others who still held on to the past.

How about now? How about the future?

I just don't understand.

Sometimes I don't know if you thought I was gone,

or is it that I never even exist before?

I know I have a lot of flaws,

but I'm always trying to be myself.

Maybe I'm not that perfect like her,

maybe I'm not that good-looking like her,

but I'm sure that every word I said,

is truthful and came from the bottom of my heart.

Maybe sometimes it might offend you,

but I did this for your own good.

I don't mean to hurt you or offend you.

Maybe no matter how hard I tried,

no matter how much I've said,

you will still have the bad impression on me.

Maybe that's the time I should give up trying.

Trying to make you smile

Trying to console you,

or even trying to be your good friend.

Day 1 : Write a letter to your Best Friend.

To all my beautiful friends who were always laugh with me like crazy woman or giving me tissue when I cry LOL,

or when I was sad and you did really sweet things to me...

Dear Shermaine,

I've known you for almost 8 years, since Primary 1. Although we're not from the same school anymore, but you actually came to my blog and sent me a tag.
You are a great friend who is willing to be my friend even though I can be quite mean when I was in Primary school. I remembered when I was really sad in Primary 6, you were actually consoling me and preparing the tissue at the same time when you saw me going to cry. You did a lot of things that make me feel warm-hearted and touched, I really hope that we can meet someday, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!! I don't know if you'll see this, but you are always my dearest best friend!!!

Dear Xueqi,

HI LAOPO !!! Thanks for always laughing with me like a crazy xiao zha bor, and willing to have me calling you in the middle of night...! I love it when we were always "fighting" and beating each other during free time, and laugh and laugh about small little things. I really hope that our friendship could last until 100000 years!!! LOVE YA!!

Dear Yewhui,

You're such a sweet and pretty and kind girl I've ever met! Your humourous personality never fails to make me smile! (: Thanks for always listening to me who is always rambling and nagging like an old ah ma, and hardly give you chance to talk. :X But you were always so nice and sweet. I love the funny and strange photos we took, thanks for giving me beautiful memories!!

Dear Liuying,

Girl, you're always so kind and friendly. Although you may say some stuffs that make my hair stand, or maybe do things which sound so wrong, but you're always there for me and you're always so truthful and awesome. You have the kindest heart I've ever met, always so selfless and cared so much to your friends. I really hope that everything will be good for you in life, no matter if it's studies or love. I hope that you could achieve your dreams, JIAYOU!!

That's all for now(:

That piece of memory,

2011-01-07T06:25:00.000-08:00

不要抓住回忆不放，
断了线的风筝只能让它飞,
放过它,更是放过自己。

I haven't been updating because,

SECONDARY 3 SCHEDULE IS SO PACKED!!!

I always come back home late because I released like 2.15 from Monday to Thursday,

only Friday was released early on 12.30pm.

Then I need to study some subjects to prepare myself for the lessons the next day...!

And there's not much time to rest after so much work

Today after school, when we alight Bus 811,

I did something.

Something that you can say it's daring, but really "rude" at the same time.

Xueqi, Yewhui and I was walking to our bus stop and my bus came.

I was like saying "bye" to them and walking to the bus...

But suddenly Xueqi say "NOOO" and she grabbed my hand and refused to let me go

Then when she finally let me go, the bus is going to leave.

I ran to chase the bus and wanted to stop the driver.

Initially, I want to wave at the driver.

But he din't saw me at the side.

So I think I kind of "slammed" the bus door LOL

And the bus driver told me to wait for the next bus =="

I was like "....."

THANKS TO THE MO_ _ E _(an animal that loves bananas) GIRL, XUEQI!

I was like so embarressed because the people around were like looking at me,

I saw a auntie who witnessed the incident,

and she was like shaking her head at me and I can see her mouth saying "haixx"

O.M.G!!!

SIMPLICITY,

2011-01-04T02:25:00.000-08:00

小时候，幸福是件很简单的事；
长大后，简单是件很幸福的事。

Hmm,

I'm sure most of us are having the first day of school today~~

So how was it?

I CANNOT SLEEP LAST NIGHT,

probably because I always slept late during the holidays...

I woke up at around 5.30am,

it was earlier than usual though...

I don't wanna be late on the first day of school hahas!

When I reached school,

I saw a lot of new faces (the Sec 1 students) at the foyer,

and the sec 3 boys wearing long pants...!

Then I walked to the canteen to meet the cliques.

We had a long briefing during assembly by Mrs Tan and Miss Su...

And hair-check! (EEEKS!)

Then we headed back to our new classroom

Our form teacher is Mdm Susan Wong,

quite nice though.

And some other teaches we've met so far are not bad too.

P.S. I became the Pure Biology rep during class committee...! Luckily Mr. Daniel Chua is teaching bio hahahahah!!

I closed my eyes, and pray .

2011-01-01T23:54:00.000-08:00

感激伤害你的人，因为他磨练了你的心志；
感激欺骗你的人，因为他增进了你的见识；
感激鞭打你的人，因为他消除了你的业障；
感激遗弃你的人，因为他教导了你应自立；
感激绊倒你的人，因为他强化了你的能力；
感激斥责你的人，因为他助长了你的定慧；
感激所有使你坚定成就的人。

HELLO everyone~!

It's a brand new year, a brand new start of everything.

In 2011, I decided to erase all my memories in the past few years,

and start everything anew...!

Hence, I have changed a new blog with a new url!

Be sure to relink me

Hope this year would be a fruitful one!

The reason I have my new blog url to http://walkingontheclouds.blogspot.com/

because I wanna escape from the emo blog url (pickupthebrokenpieces).

From today onwards,

I wanna stay optimistic,

and ready to face all the challenges in life!

Well, let's start posting about the events on the New Year and New Year's Eve!

31 DECEMBER 2010 FRIDAY

On New Year's Eve,

I went shopping with clique at Bugis~!

Bought a pink dress and a belt and some accessories for chinese new year!

Had loads of fun~!

P.S. Before going out, Yewhui told me she cut her hair like Aoquan...!

In the end I was like prank-ed!
Felt so stupid LOL!

When I reached home,

I had a quick shower and ate my dinner...

At night,

I countdown-ed to New Year by watching the Taipei 101's fireworks on TV,

it was so much AWESOME than Singapore

REALLY FREAKING BEAUTIFUL!

Click to watch the TAIPEI 101 FIREWORK SHOW!

Do watch it in the fullest HD,

the effects is really amazing!

My face become after spending 10 minutes looking at the awesome fireworks!

1 January 2011 SATURDAY

On the first day of 2011,

I woke up at 6am in the morning to watch the sunrise.

Without brushing my teeth or dressing up,

I waited at the living room and played iPhone games.

When it's 7.02am,

the sky turned from black to light blue!

I was so shocked because I'm scared that the sun has risen while I was busy playing games LOl.

Luckily it hasn't because I've checked that the sun will rise around 7.06am.

I quickly opened up the compass in my iPhone to see where's the east direction.

Then I leave my house and went to the 12th floor.

I faced the east direction at the balcony and saw the beautiful sunrise!

It was 7.07am that time!

I quickly take iPhone and capture this beautiful moment..

I was sort of surprised that nobody actually woke up like me to see the sunrise~~

They said that you will be lucky for the rest of the year if you'd see the first sunrise of the year!

After watching the sunrise,

I went back to my bedroom and start sleeping HAHA

Then I woke up again to go for Dental Appointment

I went there to clean my teeth and fix my retainers...!

After that I went to Ah Ma House and chill with my cousins!

One of my aunts brought food from Taiwan!

It was so delicious!

At night we watched 功夫 together,

I think I've watched that for like so many times,

but it was so funny that I laughed everytime I watch it HAHAHAHA!

When I reached home,

my neighbour's daughter came and her dog is so cute!

His name is Buddy, cute huh?

School is re-opening~!

Don't really look forward to it,

but I have to accept it no matter what..

GO GO GO GO GO!!